

"I flip off those who slowly broke me, who turned me into this pathetic shell of a person.

this book starts i think right after the third book (sorry! im not too sure about the timeline but it's still the same year as the first 3 books since they're still seniors) and this can also be read as a standalone. we don't know what happened between them and why Xander all of sudden cut her off of his life when they were 11 years old. we also know that her ex best friend, Xander (H), is one of the "Four Horsemen" aka the popular, rich and entitled assholes in Royal Elite School. So a little backstory, Kim (h) is the best friend of Elsa and she's the shy girl who used to get bullied. I NEEDED TO KNOW cuz these two were driving me insane, especially Xander with all his pushing and pulling and the whole "my mind says no but my body says YES", and the "i hate you but i highkey love you" thing he does. why is he such an asshole to her? why did he stop being friends with her, ignored her, and let others bully her? Since book 1, i've wanted to know what the hell is up with Kim and Xander. also, the author mentions these triggers right at the beginning and i APPRECIATE that. The chapter that y'all would have to look out for is chapter 19. « depression, suicidal thoughts, fat-shaming, eating disorder (bulimia), emotional abuse from a parent, bullying, suicide attempt, and alcohol addiction ». First of all, just wanted to say that before you plan on reading this, please keep in mind that this book deals with:
